What is the toughest test of faith a Christian can go through? It has to be the loss of a child. The Shattered Soul; A Grieving Mother's Journey Back to God, by Rhonda Aylesworth, takes a closer look at this heart-wrenching test of faith through the character of Tanya. Through Tanya's eyes you are shown the steps of grief. Through her healing, you heal with her. As you experience her re-awakening of the importance of God in her life, you will celebrate the joy of having God in your own life.